Kourin, Used Self Destruct!

Long Story short.


I lost my mind for a bit Yesterday. Doing Incredibly stupid things like, Killing off a chunk of my Friends list and groups. But in All honesty I needed to do that anyway. I'm glad one of them forgave me though, So I'm going to try and be more aware of what I'm doing from now on.


Other then that a Friend of mine is in a Lot of trouble so I tried to do my best to comfort them but with them being close to being thrown out it's hard...



I've Recently started to work out more and eat better, And I already feel a better then before.

Dream's And other things.

I've been meaning to post something for Quite some time now, So I've Decided to post a dream I had about a month ago.


Saturday, July 17, 2010

At first it started out normally, Well as normal as a dream get's I was Shopping around for some games and System part's.

I noticed a few Japanese games and even a Dreamcast in the store too it was great, Oh and I was Shopping with my mother at the time.
She's pretty good at finding things I like, But when I wandered off into the corner of the store where some more games and parts were.
Everything blacked out for me for a moment, When I could see again it was almost Dusk and I was outside for some reason.

I had a Quick look around myself but I couldn't move my legs very easily like something was on them.
I was in some sort of Wagon cart Thing then suddenly I'm carrying Kaguya and Eirin's bags which they lovingly tossed at my face, But I didn't mind I was happy to help.
During this time I took a look around and see Tewi Walking my way with some more bags, It took a moment but I Realized she had a mischievous smile.

I thought to myself this won't end well, She set the bags which I now noticed were purse's in my lap, Then Tewi was called over to Kaguya and Eirin, And was about to be scolded but then I shouted I did it, Even though I had no possibly way of doing anything.

I'm pretty sure they heard me, Seeing as I yelled just enough to where they would hear me and not get too annoyed. They stopped for a moment and looked at me then looked back at each other and finished talking. What was said I don't know they were talking pretty closely to one another. After that they turned to me smiled and continued walking and shopping from what i could tell.

The cart was moving slowly but silently, I could hear the tree's leafs blowing in the wind and some bugs too. Then could see Reisen running back and forth between some stalls most likely buying food and such, I didn't want to bother her so I left her to what ever she was up to. Then shortly after this I could see a large Forest up ahead no more merchant stalls or anything just Tree's. The cart was still moving but i had no idea where Kaguya Or Eirin went...
The cart kept moving close to the edge of the Forest it was pretty dark in there... But then I heard something moving closer to me, All the while I still couldn't get up.


Suddenly it burst out of the bush's infront of me to the left!.... It was Tewi, She was moving to quickly for me to say a word before I knew it she hopped into the cart and was hugging me. It was a soft warm hug warmed my heart. But as I was enjoying her embrace a heard a Loud noise which happened to be a low flying plane in the Real world so I Quickly woke up... The End.


Well Among other news, I've decided to begin looking for Cloth and string to create an outfit I've been wanting to make. I could use the practice anyway.

A lot has happened this month and I need to do my best! I'll also try and post a bit more often. Also Special thanks to everyone who's been kind to me!

Gardening in the Rain.

After Reading Remi's post I Needed some air Because I was Flustered and I had to garden this weekend for my neighbor, It was a nice day cloudy with a bit of rain, A welcome Relief from the burning heat even if it was a bit Humid. Everything was going nicely I had finished up the backyard then the front Patio, But as I was walking into the backyard again a young fellow Decided to follow me and talk to me I was finishing up, When I got to the back gate he was still following me, At this point he already said quite a few things like only wanting to do my job for money and some other things i don't Recall. Then some of the growing fruit caught his eye and he decided to start picking it was far from ready, But too him it was fine to eat he offered it to me but I turned it down so he lets me know he was into baseball then Starts throwing what he had picked from the trees at young branch's and the Fence, At that time I was Really angry he didn't care at all about any of it before I could Scold him he heard his mother and ran off. Then as I Sighed in relief I took a look at the damage done. I was Speechless what took so much love and time to grow taken away in a few short moments. I worked for my neighbor when ever they left on trips which was often so I had some time invested in it too, Honestly I didn't care for the money I just liked working out there by myself it was very peaceful. After doing what I could for the plants I left for home. When I got inside I took a look at all the bug bites I didn't mind so much though that's just how they lived so I couldn't hate them if I wanted too the bugs I mean.
So I took a quick cold shower then logged onto my Computer for pretty much the rest of the day
had a few nice games of L4D2 with Reimu and Nitori & other friends! After that chatted With Ichirin he really helped me cheer up along with my other friends, then later that night early in the morning a Crazy voice chat in twohou then going to sleep around 6:30 am.

PS sorry for the wall of text and any typos I finally finished typing around 6:21 am.